Friday, November 02, 2007
illusions faded @11:40 PM
1 year ago ...
2 Nov 2006
everyone of us pia-ing for Os
-sigh-
i would give anything just to turn back time again...
coz A levels is a bitch
I've been really unstable last week
glad that PW is over
now i have to embrace more work
I GOT NO EXCUSE ANYMORE
i can't blame PW for EVERYTHING now
boo-hoo
and too bad menses just come once a mth (but for my case is once in a blue moon)
lol
no more blame game.
sigh-
i juz dun understand those ppl who always seem to have frens in every part of the world complained that they are actually lonely...
its completely different for me
as in I loathe crowded & noisy places becoz I feel so so lonely...
Im in a sea of strangers while u r in a sea of frens/aquaintances
who's more lonelier?
well i can't compare apple to orange but
before u complain abt lonely & always sympathesize urself
be thankful tat u hav indispensable frens
juz after reading ur blog ...
sometimes u r not alone .... it's just u 'abandoned' us
ask u go out
u say not free / u have stuff to do
ok maybe u DO really hav stuff to do..
but i dun see the effort of bonding with ur old buddies anymore
u dun initiate any activities
u jus sit there and wait for us to do the menial chores
and u reject us with a NO
full stop.
and i nv hear from u anymore
yes... this is the ugly truth when me or anna organise activities and
in the end less than 5 ppl turn up
u guys know how to open ur mouth and say
"Ooh! I wanna hang out with u guys !! Organise LEH~"
ok ... so someone has to sacrifice her SMS-es, time & effort to organise activities ..
in the end
we hear
"Sorry, I'm working today."
"Sorry, I have tests next week."
"Sorry"
"Sorry"
"Sorry"
....
U know i really wish that those SORRIES could bring us closer together
but alas..
SORRY is just a word made up by 5 letters , 4 consonents & 1 vowel
I dun hate you guys for not meeting up
its just the disappointment
it's inevitable.
