Wednesday, October 31, 2007
illusions faded @9:21 PM
words i wanna hear ...as long you are here that's all it matters.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
illusions faded @10:48 PM
sometimes i really dun see the need of informing my parents where im going ...
i do tell them im going out BUT i nv tell them what time i'll be back
bcoz ... even me myself also dunno wat time i will be return
yeah... tht's my reason
maybe i juz dun understand the need of informing
as long i come back safe & sound i guess tht will suffice
i dun mind they call to check on me bcoz im juz plain lazy to inform
BUT by scolding me over such trival stuffs
ARGH... its juz me okay???
i juz dun hav the darn habit of telling u which toilet im in ok?
im juz like the wind
easy come easy go
i dun like to be restrain
u know i wouldn't mind lettin my parents reading this post...
haha.. Anna said that im a little off today...
hmm... i noticed too
but i can't find an answer
blame it all on PW
why 853 is so slow?
bcoz of PW
why Indonesia got so many earthquakes?
bocz of PW
why the sky is blue?
bcoz of PW
......
i guess u guys get it right?
im freakin' stress...
i need more space.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
illusions faded @10:28 PM
maybe i shld juz retain...
wth
i manage to promote thx to those kind tutors who r willing to give me a chance
however my mum was disappointed in my results...
ok i admit my results sux
but instead of asking me to work harder ... she blamed on my frens as in like " Can't you hang out with those smart ppl"
WTH ...
as if she have great frens...
I nv nv nv doubt my frens not a single bit ... and she says this
ya... im quite mad & sad now
dunno why ? i juz feel like cryin'
u know i shld juz retain
i hate my mum for berating my frens without actually get to know them...
i HATE these types of ppl that are juz SO SUPERFICIAL
frens are for life and
its my own judgement and i decide that they are those ppl whom i trust and confide in dearly
i dunno i juz feel so helpless...
me against my mum
Monday, October 22, 2007
illusions faded @10:46 PM
its pouring outsideim snuggling up in my bedsighthis is happinessI had a horrid nightmare ytd nite (technically this morning bcoz it was 2am-ish)I dreamt my econs teacher call me and was going to tell me the unfortunate newsMy heart throbbed (yes... even though it was just a dream)I was close to tears and I begged him for another chanceHe said he will considerI can't take the pressure anymore and ...the best part camei woke upI really hope that i don't have the power of clairvoyance ..i did mentioned b4 that if i do i will die of boredom ..Nonetheless no "fortune-telling" business for meI rather be an ordinary meCross my fingers and hope my nightmare is just a sign of me being too stress an excues to pamper myself=)
Sunday, October 21, 2007
illusions faded @11:20 PM
Psst... wanna know smth strange abt me?...I speak truth when im unconsciouswhen im sleepy not fully awake and someone juz wake me and asks me questionsi will answer them truthfully so they will leave me aloneGASPdoes that means i will do the same thing if im drunk ... ( nv been drunk b4)???dunno... dun careerm... if u really want me to spill the beans u can try callin me in wee hours to experiment the abovethough i won't be happy abt it though coz im a light sleeperjuz try it when u want me to tell u smth u dun wanna hear but u need to knowwat an irony...
Thursday, October 18, 2007
illusions faded @9:30 PM
Im praying hard
Although I dunno how it is going to help me
But I need some comfort
I did study hard for promos but results was not ideal at all
I pass all my H1 & fail all my H2... which placed me in great danger
one silver lining .... i improve my econs greatly from a 30 to a 44 ( darn that 1 mark)
well... i hope tues will be a good day for me...
I wish to be with 0728 next year ... I dun wanna make new frens all again
im an anti-social nobody ... the last thing i need is to be more lonesome again ...
i promise i will work extra hard for next year
i promise i will pass up my homework
i promise i will open up my golden mouth to clear my doubts
so many promises i will give... just for a chance
i can be a miracle just like for my Os
so believe in me
