Wednesday, August 22, 2007
illusions faded @5:45 PM
I hate LOUD noises.
I hate the sound of conflicts.
I hate the nerve-wrecking tension.
Therefore, Im peace-loving.
=)
Different peoples have different views .. tht is one thing tht nv change ...
But im afraid of losing my own views ... just to blend in with others ...
WHY some people can stick to wat they say ?
WHY their views can be accepted ?
WHY must our class have cliques ?
Maybe its just me ... I feel so alone so aloof to fit in.
Thankfully i have my own clique. I guess tht will suffice for 1++ yr.
Maybe becoz of this short time in NYJC ... Im unwilling to spill my heart out ... fear of losing
I can spill my heart if i can connect to you but if i can't ...
I CAN'T
Becoz of keeping too many thoughts inside ... Im suffocating
Soon, I'll gg to have mental illness...
Im not kidding .
My period haven been coming for mths becoz of my hormones ( they are so unstable right now)
How i wish to drown all my troubles in alcohol ...
Maybe i can spill out everything without being afraid.
As they say " There is some truth in wine."
or smth like tht...Why do people depend on each other?In the end, you're on your own.
