Thursday, August 30, 2007
illusions faded @10:21 PM
Baked 2 chocolate & cheese cake today !
Not nice to see but damn nice to eat !
Im not gg to poison my teachers with tht cake ...
but juz gg to fatten them up a little ( with 180g of oil & 250g of cheese )
heehee...
nah... im not mean
i home baked tht cake juz to share the goodness of CHOCOLATE!
and my absolutely terrific baking skills.
my heart is thumping fast bcoz...
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR !
nah who cares abt teachers' day ... its ACES day ppl!!
haha juz joking ...
who cares abt ACES day ..
I want my picnic tmr...
think abt the delightful cuisine we'll having tmr..
absolutely delicious
=)
So pamper urself on teachers' day
have a bite of Avril's & frens sinful chocolate & cheese cake
if u can
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
illusions faded @10:36 PM
I get so worked up over small negligible things...
there is a particular someone im trying to get rid off ...
tht someone is damn stubborn and thick-skinned...
does it ever occur to u tht ....
if u try to go near someone whom tht someone show no interest in u and wishes u gone
You shld not be so thick-skinned and continue pestering us
in fact this way i hate u even more
It scares me when my GP teacher says tht he is interested in reading our blogs...
GASP!!
erm... i like my GP teacher and i love GP lessons
in case he ever finds it
=)
Saturday, August 25, 2007
illusions faded @11:16 PM
Juz watch Campus Superstar 2007 ...
Sad that Benjamin lost ...
Well lets look forward to next year's superstar
Tired rite now
Can't wait for tmr ...
Not used to an empty life ...
Friday, August 24, 2007
illusions faded @9:35 PM
Ytd NYJC searched for Mr Nanyang & Ms Nanyang ...Practically the whole campus is screaming damn loudAnd the judges asked the nominees vv stupid question like" What is the one personal quality you still hold on dearly?" or" Which matters the most? People's perspective of you or your own perspective?"Pls! I can just lie my way thru la...The Q & A session is so redundant ....I would juz answer anything that relates to WORLD PEACE .In the end, I didn't get a glimpse of Mr. & Ms. Nanyang ...so i can't tell u how HOT they r ....I did see them but i dun have a clear impression of them ...Ytd, my parents came back from Bangkok ...Mum brought me a NICE PINK bag ...I can't bear it to use it in NYJC ...coz im a dirty fellowI can't stand inconsiderate people likethis idiot whose hp rang loudly 3 freakin timesShe didn't hav the decency to switch it to silent modeOh, I was listening to a talk by Royston Tan, the director of 881This inconsiderate person should be damn.Malu sia~ We are the only JCs students @ the NTU lecture theatre lorand she is from *****what a good impression she has left behind!So pls if ur hp ever ring more than 1 time esp in places where hp is susposed to be in silent mode ... Dun blame me for being mega pissed @ u=)
Nice rite? I meant the bag not my bedsheet ...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
illusions faded @5:45 PM
I hate LOUD noises.
I hate the sound of conflicts.
I hate the nerve-wrecking tension.
Therefore, Im peace-loving.
=)
Different peoples have different views .. tht is one thing tht nv change ...
But im afraid of losing my own views ... just to blend in with others ...
WHY some people can stick to wat they say ?
WHY their views can be accepted ?
WHY must our class have cliques ?
Maybe its just me ... I feel so alone so aloof to fit in.
Thankfully i have my own clique. I guess tht will suffice for 1++ yr.
Maybe becoz of this short time in NYJC ... Im unwilling to spill my heart out ... fear of losing
I can spill my heart if i can connect to you but if i can't ...
I CAN'T
Becoz of keeping too many thoughts inside ... Im suffocating
Soon, I'll gg to have mental illness...
Im not kidding .
My period haven been coming for mths becoz of my hormones ( they are so unstable right now)
How i wish to drown all my troubles in alcohol ...
Maybe i can spill out everything without being afraid.
As they say " There is some truth in wine."
or smth like tht...Why do people depend on each other?In the end, you're on your own.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
illusions faded @11:22 PM
I know I know ...
its been so long ...
miss me rite?
yes, i know you do...
well, here im ...
Im not putting in effort for my CLL. Every hw or tests given back to me ... My face will be like this -_-
So so sian & sick =(
Rough times now ... If there is anything i wish for is for time to stay still or move slower
but then i would still complain insufficient time ... im juz so greedy
Why must principal check files ? Wats the POINT in checking your files? So wat if i haven been handing my hw?
WAT R U GG TO DO ABT IT??? HUH HUH HUH
Forgive me ... thts juz a sudden outburst for lesser hw
Wat i want now is juz to promote to JC2. Wat i want now is to finish my hw. Then successfully promote to JC2.Lets take things step by step ... It will be OK if I juz take my pen out and START scribbling smthmy BIGGEST problem now is to STARTIm juz so drained out by JC life ... hence i lost weight ( not tht much but still lost few kgs)Soon, JC will take over slimming agencies i tell you... if MOE insists on those crazy, impossible , inhumane syllabusDun believe ... Juz come to ANY JCS and see urself slim down in 2 mths =) ( provided u dun binge when u r mega-stress)Thx God ! Tht JC only lasts 2 yrs ( if u dun retained) PS: Can't stand my sch is counting down for promos ... it irked me to see the no. of days decreasing
