Thursday, January 11, 2007
illusions faded @10:36 PM
Today i finally start my first jc lesson.. and the first jc lesson in my life was econs... but i dun really understand wad the teacher talking abt..
Dunno why ... now i like to watch channel U 10pm show-- war & beauty. Nice show watching all those concubines in palace backstabbing each other...
Today rain whole day ah...
Dun lift me up to heaven then throw me into depths of hell .... it hurts more than being in hell ... the disapointment hurts more
Sunday, January 07, 2007
illusions faded @10:18 PM
I tot first week of school was gg to be great...WTH..im so wrong...other than being with my OG class, Anna & Elsa& Zhss peeps & S7. Everything pretty much sux. period.
We have 6 f**king days of orientations.. where by one of those days i wasted $2++ on bus fare for a stupid race and gotten many mosquitoes bites. The worst part is ... ITS NOT OVER YET!! THIS NIGHTMARE OF MINE IS NOT OVER YET!!!! It will end on 10 Jan. fcuk.
I didn't despise YJC tht much of the first 2 days until the 3rd day where they held the stupid outdoor race... I regret coming to YJC. OGL especially those who organise or are our mentors are mean & unfriendly. Oh boy.. if they do give the survey im gg to be absolute frank with them...
I really envy those that are having great fun with thier JCs now... Looks like im the one complainin & whining abt mine... If i could turn back time.. i swear i will work extremely hard for my prelims so i wouldn't end up like this....
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I hate my mum's frens... She would always have this fren who had a daughter same age as mine.. then she will compare me with her... Well... her fren's daughter went AJC sci stream ... and she look down on me ...bcoz i go YJC art stream...
U know i dun believe some ppl won't be disturb by this fact tht they r more smarter and start to show off.. It is a fact tht YJC is a top 10 JC bcoz on 2005 they have lesser candidates so imagine those teachers have lesser students to handle .. of course produce good results wad...
Well tht bloody bitch who is ignorant abt this fact said tht YJC is the lousiest JC in s'pore bcoz of their cut-off points.. pls did she ever go and check out the statistics of the 2005 A level... my mum scold me bcoz i told her the WRONG info abt YJC being the top 10 JC and kinda disgrace herself in front of her fren...WTF... Im tellin the bloody truth and she believe someone else than her own daughter...My mum always believe someone else's words than mine...WHY? WHY?
WHY CAN"T U HAVE ALITTLE FAITH IN WAD I SAID...
My world is so fcuked up.
