Saturday, December 02, 2006
illusions faded @11:18 PM
I feel uptight, tensed & nervous right now. Dunno why i feel that way ... I've been thinking too much lately.
Everyday is just so plain & boring... I wanna talk & go out with u guys ... but everyone's busy ... And if i plan outing cfm got ppl cannot make it one.... it proves im not cut out to be a secretary next time...
Its just this nothing-ness caused me to have thoughts for the future... BAD thoughts of the future ... sometimes i just wished sch reopen so i can see u guys again ... and just tok abt craps ...
Im going insane now ...
