Wednesday, September 27, 2006
illusions faded @9:58 PM
nobody knows who i really am
i never this empty before
and if i ever need someone to come along
who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
Sunday, September 17, 2006
illusions faded @8:15 PM
to be forgotten is worse than death ...
Saturday, September 16, 2006
illusions faded @5:31 PM
I think all humans are like tat ... we want what we cannot get badly ... and we always forget to treasure what we lost ...
illusions faded @12:30 AM
Haha .. I lied .. i haven lose that feeling yet... i manage to chat with him and the feeling just came back ... it is not as simple as it seems... watever.... after secondary school life comfirm can forget one !
I swear if my specs is made of glass ... i would have to make new specs every week ... it keeps on dropping .... i want to try contacts but so SCARY .. poking ur finger in ur eyes ... ** i dun wanna go blind** although i did try to poke to finger in my eye to remove my eyelash ... but eyelash is one strand of hair .. contacts is one piece of plastic ... somemore converging lens.... haiz... go for laser treatment more better ba ... but there is a small risk of getting blind .. how come life so dangerous one ... so fragile ...Happy that its maths paper this coming week!! =))
not much of update.. but exam period is that boring .. juz study study and sleep haiz...
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
illusions faded @7:10 PM
Juz surfing through the web ... and i serendipitously ran across First Love by Utada Hikaru ( SHE ROX!! ) .. First Love is such a classic !! I first heard it when i was 10 years old !! Yeah it still sounds very nice .. I love this song !!! ... I try to put that song up if i can ...
Hmm... this holiday is very importantfor the upcoming Os if ur not prepared... .. blahblah...SHUT UP!!.... I know its important but .. just cannot find the fuel to work hard ..why?? *** still having memories of bad dream .. L1R5= 23*** susposed to wake up and work hard after the dream rite? ... bullshit ... cannot be motivated means cannot ....
In order to go to the JC i desire .. mus get at least all As ... (Kill me) but i want to get in there no particular reason juz being there i will feel more acomplished in my life ...So i have to work hard for every subjects such as PHY , CHEM , AMATHS, MATHS, HMT ...( i dun care eng le that one is gone case)....
haiz... first love sounds so nice sia~~ for now juz enjoy the music and relax ba... to work harder for next 2 weeks
