Sunday, June 04, 2006
illusions faded @7:34 PM
- Juz did a rainbow quiz and found out im a violet person !! I love violet !! Although its an international gay colour but im not a gay !! Im a perfectly normal little girl who loves a certain someone !!
- I luv Ben & Jerry's ice cream especially cherry garcia so sweet and fruity !!! Haagen Daaz is like so over now...
- I want a sweet smelling perfume... juz spotted it in The Body Shop ... cassis rose smells so sweet and bubbly like me haha
- Tomorrow will be another boring day for us again... why can't we have free period like other classes... even the 4N can have it... so wat's wrong with us? I hate the teacher-in-charge of this thing.
- When in infatuation ... the feeling is definitely bitter-sweet like dark chocolate... u can't help feeling the pain when that certain someone doesn't notice u... and u will smile whole day if that someone talks to u ... I can live 6 months without talking or messaging him but still admire him ... i think the feeling is dying soon... so great i can focus on my Os now ( if that damn bus stop distracting me) certain smth on certain bus will remind me of him
- You're suffering from Major Depressive Disorder [Unipolar].Depressive disorders can be insidious and you can be in the grip of the beast before you realise it. Depressives tend to see life through a negative filter. It doesn't matter what happens to them, they know that something will go wrong and they aren't surprised when it does. Depression can also really affect your judgement and ability to make decisions, on top of that it often interferes with your sleeping patterns and your ability to apply yourself to any work that needs to be done.Low self esteem is usually tied into this disorder as well as suicidal urges. If you're feeling suicidal, please ring a crisis service.Usually the best way to be rid of depression is a mixture of antidepressant medication and counselling. Studies show that medication or counselling alone is not as effective as both of these together.
haha me major depression ... lol ... although somtimes i have suicidal tots but i won't go far to kill myself by jumping off flats... running across the road to get bang by cars ... slicing my wrists... those above are too painful for me... but i think if there is those sleeping pills around me ... i think i would have died by now... seriously... Thankfully i have wonderful frens around me and my hopes and dreams to achieve ... so im currently not suicidal ... =))
Life is wonderful and i got 86 for this speech !