Friday, June 09, 2006
illusions faded @9:02 PM
- Today actually want to pon lower half day but after yesterday nite's conference i have decided to go the upper half day ... after pon-ing ermm.. I find out that i didn't lose out much la...pls its Mr Tan he repeats watever is from the damn textbook and didn't tell us watever that's not in the book so actually i have wasted my whole sec4 period with him... ahh i juz have to depend on my redspot SS guide book for a good grade
- I juz can't stand myself being a coward... why can't i be more brave... i think bcoz maybe that damn person is more smarter, more prettier and have more "gangs" than me ... and i have wise friends to tell me stay clam than to be rash and impulsive like somebody... yes indeed " still water runs deep" but doesn't becoz of this i will be quiet watever i see is unjust... I will still roar back and probably give it a big bite and make sure u dun see the daylight out of it.... so don't overdo it
- Today is the last day of june SSP ... i have told myself to relax and play more in this june holiday coz it would be my last break .. i know im a big slacker la so i would have to buck up to go to AJC .. i want to go there by my own capabilty coz i dun wan ppl to say things abt me and maybe i won't go AJC maybe other JC that really depends alot on other factors .. but in order to get to any JCs i have to work hard and get really well for my L1R5
- Today went out and play .. at first i met up with anna and went to the arcade and play then eunice came next then jordan and haiyee ( im suprised la) ! Then CJ and YanKit came and pissed me off (especially the latter) ... argh,,, for my next mth resolution is anger mangement... i let my emotions control me too easily and then our honoured guest Ivy Tan came at 4-ish when we decided to meet at 12.30pm ..yes fashionably late nvm we still love her !! Ya we have fun today.. we went arcad-ing , window shopping , getting free water from carrefour and take neoprints !! Fun nevertheless !
- I feel bad for my Jiayan becoz she is my best fren from sec 1 till now... actually shld spend more time with her ... haiz but she dun like kbox... so sad ... will call her up often to spend more quality time together.. and take more neoprints !! This maybe our last year together le... wanna treasure her before we got separated =)
- Haha we had a very interesting conversation juz now while eating ice-cream ....
dunno who: i tot u going for the Direct School Admission thingy...
Ivy: No lah , she say she want to cast a bigger net , have more choices..
Haiyee looks at me then with a "oh-i-know-its-for-him" expression and say: No lah..she want to see that person go where...
Me: Ermm... part of it.. but not the main point
Anna: Aiya.. its scared that someone go same JC as her gf
Me: BINGO! - I think i have to go revise on my e-maths coz i nv listen in class and took painfully long time to rotate my pictures in the photobucket ... 90degree clockwise, 180degree clockwise, 270clockwise...ehh funny how come dun have 360degree clockwise?........
STUPID! It would be the same as the original postion.... why dun they say rotate vertically or horizontally... Aiya as long got the words horizontally or vertically i understand liao still use numbers... - Mrs Raj says that if we score distinction for english then she treat us Ben's & Jerry's Im gaga over B&J ice-cream !! haha ut a distinction for my english its like taking a moon from the sky... i have nv gotten an A1 for my english before.. although one time i got A2 for my english common test.. tat's the highest i can hit... aiya... why Mrs Raj be my form teacher... maybe she say who can get 10 points and below for L1R5 will get a treat ... maybe tat will be a better motivation than getting distinction for my english
- Im worried for him.. bcoz i didn't see him online and in school... he was always absent... for i decided to SMS a casual question to check if he's still alive , at 20.16 today and he replied at 20.26... =)))) although he nv say how come he didn't come or not online ... but a curt reply will be enuff for me !!!
- Decide to upload some nice photos !!
<---- Nice photo of me and Jiayan
<--- Eunice's Big Eyes
<--- Eunice & Ivy at Paradiz's centre K-box !
Tmr i'll try to post some funny photos here ! ta-ta