Wednesday, June 21, 2006
illusions faded @6:08 PM
- Today went out with Haiyee, Anna & Eunice .. the same old same old =) They are the bestest poeple u can go out with .. ever so on so gung-ho we went kboxing today again ... haha this time Haiyee came late bcoz she tot was 1.30 instead of 10.30 hahaha .. spent $20 today ..actually quite little le compared to other time go kboxing in the noon
- Now the most important thing to me is .... FREEDOM ... Sweet freedom how much i want it so badly ... however parents being parents esp. my mother won't allow me to have the taste of it ... sobxsobx hope my 21 come soon ...
- I dun wan to go back to school NEVER ... sigh i can't believe my holiday is over soon in less than a week ... i haven't enjoy it to the fullest and after this its back to tests & exams .... im afraid to go on anymore i dun find any motivation ... ever since sec2 i lost my motivation ... all of it ... U know lack of motivation is one thing .... but those teachers who give up hope on me is another thing ... all of them other than Mrs Raj, Cai Lao Shi & Ms Leow actually are looking down on us ... is there such thing as miracle .... ya when my L1R5 get 6 .. this is when miracle happens... and pigs fly
- I wish I am more braver and courageous ...
- Im depressed ... and death don't scare me anymore ... im more happy to embraced it now ... i just want to sleep for a long long time without thinking abt homework , exams and Os ... just plain sleeping ... and never wake up
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